I scream your name. my words bleeding with hypocrisy. My heart breaking for your smile. I cant do this anymore, I just cant do this.
I slit my wrists, sweet crimson on my lips. But oh the bruises how they grow underneath those fists. I cant do this anymore, I just cant do this.
My hands are shaking, all this hate that blinds me. All these words that haunt me, but im still worthless. I cant do this anymore, I just cant do this.
these silent tears are choking me, reaching for the hands that torture me, all this suffering consuming me. I cant do this anymore, I just cant do this.
Contempt jeers at me through my mirror, always ugly, never good enough. I cant do this anymore, I just cant do this.
Crawling into darkness, but your voice still follows me, mocking me, not even the drugs can save me now. I cant do this anymore, I just cant do this.
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your poem is just brilliant. i am new to reading poems, i am more into freelance writing. i was surfing and somehow managed to read ur poems. it was really great.
the pain that flows through your poem can be actually felt while reading it.
can i just ask u for a favour? even i am thinking of writing peoms, i have a huge fascination but never got an oppurtunity. how do i commence.
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